i literally want to talk to no one. i ignore most people. i don’t even want to get out of bed and do anything at all.
i sleep all day and i’m still tired as fuck for the rest of the time i’m awake.
i just feel like shit and have so many things/thoughts going on in my head. i don’t know if what i’m thinking is actually stuff i want or if its just cause im depressed.. ugh.
i’m so confused about everything right now.. bleh. idk…
(Source: thebladeismybestfriend)
of trusting you again. i’m tired of believing in lies and getting proved wrong every time. i’m scared of getting my hopes up then just getting disappointed.. again. i know the only reason you two don’t talk is cause she actually doesnt want to, and you know that. she’s not like me and just says she doesn’t wanna talk. she means it…. you know you fucked up with her, and i’m scared that’s the only reason why you can so easily not talk……
it was easy to walk away from me before, should be no different now. you walked away easily. you moved on easily.
gonna be a fatty.. yaaaay… -.- ugh.
